Soul sister.

Hello. I changed my blogskin/template and im satisfied with it! :) Im no longer pissed already, hehe yes i am weird. :/ I always change blogskins whenever im unhappy, BUT that doesn't applies to heartaches, h3h3z :3

So yeh, time now is 04.18pm and i'm god damn bored. I've took a much clearer picture of my nails and its very beautiful okie. Muahaha! Okayl la, im so merepek here o_o

Okay, so gonna have reunion dinner later'on, and Fadhila might be coming over to my crib and lepak. I got no idea yet cause its not confirmed yet :/ I am missing her already, meh. Okay whatever.

So now i do have a problem with myself. And i hope i can move on, god bless me with the strength please. I've been dreaming of him for the past 2 days, like wtf. Hmmmpft!

Why is it that when i sees him online, my heart pumped even faster?
Why is it that whenever i sees cats i will think of him?
Why is it that whenever i walk pass the bench that i always sat with him i will be sad?
Why is it that i still can't remove him?
Why is it that im so weak in moving on from him but not from anyone?
All i can tell myself is that i really need to move on,
why loving someone whom don't love me anymore,
someone who is no longer someone but a new someone?

This hurts badly, it takes time, step by step and then i'll reach the point when someone will take over him, meanwhile, i have to take the first step. Which is to stop viewing his facebook profile whenver i comes online to facebook. Can be done? Ah merepek.

I've been repeating the word "Merepek" on my facebook& tweeter. Haha, im being random anyway, im not refering to anyone, hahahaha okay merepek.

Hmms, i don't think i'll blog for tonight and tomorrow? Well i got no idea, tomorrow is going to be a long day for my family and temple's committee member, and oh yes, i'm seeing noob tomorrow, the noob who always call me kid. Okay bye readers, leave a tag alright. :-)

Muacks! Happy advance chinese new year, oh and yes, i almost forgot, this is the picture of my nail! Hehehe, its handmade okay, fiq said i went to a manicure shop to do it, dam farny. Hahaha okay here you go ;)



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Editted @ 8.35pm ;)



So this 2 idiot just left my house! Haha, i had fun with them although its just about 45 minutes? :) Wanted to play 21points and Taiti with them but Fadhila gotta go, hmm bummer -__- So yes, i was kinda disappointed uh, takpe la.. So Farris ate all the prawns, cause my mom asked him to, bahahahah! So he ate and he got Angpao from my mom!! Hahaha, happy nampak! Bluek! :P

So they left after taking photos, hmm im on msn with Bob, Nelson & Js. K bai~