A note to be taken seriously

Was bloghopping around. Im on a Malay boy's blog, he has a Chinese girlfriend. Both of them is so sweet! ^^ Well, this make me think of my ex malay boyfriends.

I have 4 ex. Izad, Nelson, Hazmi & Ayun. As you can see, 3 malay, 1 chinese. The reason for the only chinese cause i have no faith in chinese boys. Yes, call me stupid la whatever. So yeh, friends, brothers, family, have been asking me to go for a chinese guy instead of malay. They are not being racist ah, its like, Izad, Hazmi & Ayun had hurt me alot, more than Nelson did.

My expectation is not high. I just don't know how to let people in my heart. I don't care about what my friends say about my stead. I admit, i only got for Malay guys.

If there is a chinese guy who can make me change my mindset, i'll go for it. I just don't want to get into any relationships now, i don't care you're malay or chinese.

Please, im so sorry. I don't want to get into any relationships. Please leave me alone if you want to keep on asking for my acceptance. Im so scared of guys, heartbreaks.

If i turn into a lesbian one day, don't be shocked. Girls are better than guys, like seriously. Cause they know, what is our needs and our don't needs.

Im done, bye.