3rd post, for people who are upset, like me.

3rd post for tonight, i know its very rare for me to post for the 3rd time, well i think its a worth it if i were to post tonight.

Moving on, its removing a portion of memories away from your brain but not your heart. It may be hard to remove it, but its a worth to do it. If you manage to do it, you won't be living in denial, you won't be crying and stuffs anymore, and better still, you will have better guys coming on your way very soon.

In order to do it, its very simple. Its just that whether you wanna give it a try anot. You have to agree this deal with god, and not with satan. If you agrees with god, tada, you have made 1 big step! :D *Kudos* I've been through this, Nelson, Hazmi & Ayun. 3 of them, each has their own good and bad points. But i have never ever regretted knowing them, loving them, being hurt by them.

My first matured love was Hazmi, it was very hard to move on. And now i've to admit, i've not moved on 100%. But i know i can do it, all i need is time. I'm doing very good, i've used up 3 nights to think about what should i do. I cried, and what i knew was to Start To Love Myself.

Some of my friends are going through r/s problems, and i exactly know how they felt. If you can't communicate, find a way to solve it. If not, leave them. Stop hurting them if you have no intention of find a way to solve this problem, cause you're nothing but just a faggot.

Moving on is really hard, but if we were to move on, we welcomes the better future. If we don't, we'll be stucked in the past.

My friend, Avanders use to say this to me. "In front of the path, there's better and more routes for you to go, continue, don't stop there. Don't go back anymore, its so dark, and you're all alone." Get it people?

Most people might be thinking "Emily mcm fhm je, kimak" or "Geh kiang nia, nabehcb" or whatever shit you can think of. If you think this post is like too parasan, i welcome you to leave.

To my friends (You know who you are, esp my Sistalurp)
Im here, don't worry, we're on the same boat! C'mon, happy go lucky!! :)

xx emily with lurbz