Just let me slip away.

So okay, i think im going to blog for today. Have not been coming online for the past 2 nights, reason is because i have no mood so. So shall talk about yesterday and today aite.

I went for work yesterday, spoke less than 20 sentence @ office. Left workplace at 6pm, reached Panjang in 30 minutes. Was feeling very down and didn't felt like going home. So i alighted at Cdss, waited for 184. While waiting, met Huzaifah Bucks, he was on the bus. He grew fatter but in a chubby way, haha. So 184 came, alighted 1 stop before, walked back.

Met Tina & Yingying at some block, they were with XiaoCandy & XiaoJae, (Victoria sissy, remember? Lmao!) So didn't interacted with them, and Tina say i very dao, hahaha. So headed to Coffeeshop, had dinner ;)

Then Ying left first, so left me and Tina. Then walked to Petir together, and i went back home. Lepak with Gummy & Cammie for awhile, i miss 'em alot, alot alot alottttttttttttttttt. So lepak for awhile, went home. Home, wash up, didn't came online, was very fucked up with everything around me, i don't understand why even my mom said i've changed, fuckkkkkkkkkk. Ah fuck lah, i don't want to care and talk anymore la, seriously, im so fucked up with everything.

Slept at 12+ after calling Fadhila, told her everything that i felt, felt better.. Mhmm, keep the secrets okay Fadhila? :-) So went to sleep, woke up at 7am today, bath, went out to Pending. Saw Ilham and 1 more guy, waved to them as usual, then went for work.

Left work early as i was feeling unwell. Reach home around 5.30pm. So tomorrow is Friday. Damn, why does time travels so slow?

I hate working, and today i nearly lost my temper and wanting to shout at that fucking merepek lady. Think im easy to bully ah? Push everything to me, wtf. Im only a trainee, not a official staff, you fucking get it? Don't fucking push my chair and say "oi" to me when you wanna talk to me, go and fuck yourself lah eh, cb. Fucking no manners, mcm sial.

I think im going to hate You from now on, seriously. Just 1 day you see, i'm going to quit my traineeship just because of you, you see je, pukimak kau. _!_ Don't fucking push my limits, just you see, you wanna scold me for my lousy chinese? If you wanna do so, use your brain. Your english sucks to the max, seriously. Get a life please.

i need someone to talk to, i need a hug terribly. but seems like nobody is the right candidate for me to spill my unhappiness stuffs out, nevermind. I shall wait for 12th.

I got no mood for this year's chinese new year, i think its amazing, V day is coming, c'mon, why am i affected? -_- Fuck. Seriously.

Fuck. My. Life