Because i say so, you shall face it.

So im currently at my workplace. Going to SGH later'on to visit my grandpa. Mom said that if his brain were to bleed again, he is gone from us. Felt kinda upset, cause im the closest to him as i work with him when im 11 year old till 15 year old.

I hope for the best then, i don't really wanna talk about this. So yeh...

So last night i was feeling very down, and i got no idea what to do..... Sedih nk mampos sia aku.

Chalo.

You told me that you missed me, oh yeah?
Dear boy, you made me living in doubts again.
You told your ex that you hated me the most, you're just using me.
But you told me to not to cry as you'll feel heartpain, you said you misses me.
What is the truth, what is not? You nk tengok i sedih gile babi lagi?
Aku sayang kau, tapi kau mcm tak sayang aku, tapi kau ckp kau rindu aku.
ape ni? haiz.