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I know i've posted this picture before, but it doesn't kill to post it again right? Had headache again today, its been 1 week since this headache is with me, so unbearable -_-

So had Kfc with Selvie, Kk & Venu @ Central. After that went back to office, not much work to do, so i was tumblr-ing all the way, secretly of course. So Mr Rick summon me to his office and Selvie & Yingnan gave me a "Shit!" look. I wasn't really worried, so i went in, he asked about how's work, school etc etc.

And he said i can apply leave anytime i want cause i'm suppose to have holidays! Hahaha good thing!! ^-^ Happy happy me~ But he became somehow sacarstic when he talked about my late-coming topic zzz. He said he will buy me a clock, wtf. -_- Muke die mcm nk sepak sia!!!!!! Hahahah wtf!

So till 6pm, went home by 961. Took a very laoyah bus, but got space ah, so takpe. I fell asleep till 2 old man started shouting to the driver, forced the driver to just drive forward in the middle of the jam. I think both of them are sick, but i was amazed with the driver's attitude, he didn't shout back and he even said sorry! Cool eh, i loike. ^_^ (Y)

But very lembat eh, took me 2 hours to get from Red Hill - Bukit Panjang. Was very tired, didn't had the mood to even go home although im tired. Wanted to sit down under the void deck of my block's, but i was afraid that i will think of the past so i went home.

My dog came and greeted me, but it was limping while its on its way to me and greet me. My heart ache when it was limping. I hope it gets well soon, lemme show you'all my dog, damn cute! ^_^



I hope it gets well soon! :-)

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Today i was looking thru all the 825 messages that you've send me. From the day that i waited for Hazmi at 12th floor till last week. I cried when i saw those messages. I just couldn't believe that we are no longer couples, i can no longer spend time with you. I have no more goodnights messages. When i saw "Nk stead???hehe" i seriously cried, my heart aches, and everything came back at 1 shot.

Heading to Paragon tomorrow alone, ok cool. Its time to really let go. I've made the first move, its up to you to make the second move anot. Please, i hope i can really get what i want, you have got till tomorrow when i leaves Paragon.

May god please bless me the strengths that i'd need.

For the last time, Ayun I Love You.