I can never get you to love me again.

Okay proper post despite being in a very sad mood. But afterall, life goes on. And i know this wonderful stalker of mine are always reading my blog and Fieza's. And you know why i call her wondeful stalker? Is because that when i haven't even asked her to relink me, when i haven't even announced my link, she had already relinked me, how efficient aye? :]

Well well well, i am real proud to have You as my stalker, but get this into your head, my blog my say, not happy with what i posted? You have to either swallow everything up or just click the red button on the top right hand corner aye. I won't private my blog cause i know you want to read it. :)

So shall start with yesterday. Went to Ubi, then did some work then headed to Town with Yeeru. Far East was 90% closed, so we headed to ION and shopped. Only dropped by CottonOn, Zara & NeuLook. Then met Mama & Uncle. Went to Starbucks, had Cappucino then off to Charles & Keith. Safwan (the salesperson) served me and god, he is so cute! Haha suke eh, tak la! So bought a pair of heels from there, walked to Paragon, and memories came back. Okay skip this, then went to Heeren to have dinner.

After that went to Somerset 313, then trained to Clementi. Took 154 over to Hongleong. Met Dad & Mom there. Stayed there till around 11pm+ i think? Went home, wash up, played poker with Dad, Mom, Yongsheng, Yeeru & Eugene. Then washed movie and was texing with Yi han for the whole night, then off to sleep around 3am.

Woke up by Fad's call, then bath, watched tv. Went to Pending to meet her and Fana. Went to Jelapang, went to Mr Gary's crib. Chitchatted, got to carry Shanice (Mr Gary's youngest daughter) Then stayed till about 12.45pm, went to South view. Waited for Joshua, then headed to Tina's crib. Sayang Pepper, omg its so cute. Nyhaha, then off to Lot1.

Had Kfc, then Fadhila left. Skip this aye, kinda disturbing. Haha so Fiq came over, then off to Watson, bought nail polish, and lipgloss. (Its my very first time buying lipgloss, im finally becoming a real lady, like wtf) So we went to the back of Lrt and lepak.

Then trained home, reach home, bath, online. That's all about today, boring aye? Im working tomorow but i feel somehow sick, k merepek. Im actually okay but the thought of going to work tomorrow makes me sick. :(

Oh and yes, i almost forgot about this, shall type it out for you for the 1st part alright. :)

Fad: Emily, did you fucking cursed me?!!

Me: Ah? What did i do?

Fad: I just saw Hazmi on the mrt you know!!!!

Me: Oh is it? Okay. So?

Fad: And yesterday i saw.. *pause* Ayun *in a slow tone*

Me: Ayun?! *smiling* where?

Fad: Skatepark, im with Fieza.

So from the moment she told me this, it was stucked in my head till now. Why am i so weak that i can't even let go. Fuck my life. Seriously.

Bye i got enough.