I want to be with you like how i use to.

So im currently kinda sad huh.... I'm still brooding over what Nelson said just now. Yes, if he hadn't talk about Hongster, i won't even think that i've actually got hong-ed by 2 guys in 6 months. How stupid am i......

Why am i always so stupid to fall so deeply with 1 person and decides to put my 100% into our relationship, always having the confidence that we will last till we dies. After breaking up, i'll cry, goes quiet for some days, stop smiling, and still you won't care. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?! O_O

So now im thinking of this, after this post i shall go and get to sleep, i don't want to fucking think of this, its so disturbing and saddening. I seriously hope all my ex boyfriends who hong me die or rot in hell. Fuck you idiots, may your balls rot and never have children. Or better still, be left widowed. Okay joking, im still friends with one of my ex, hahahahahahaha. Fuck the rest okay, cheebye. Talk big, you belong to the big world eh? Fuck eh, fuck you, fuck your motherrrrrrrr.

Told Nelson & Fiona what i did with Fadhila. And guess what, he don't wanna friend me siol!! Hahaha, he jitao say this...

Him: Don't talk to me anymore.

Me: Eh why sia....

Him: You do be4.

Me: Now never already la, wtf. Ex likethat la.... :(

Him: Ok lah...

Hahahaha, i can't believe i can still get along with him after our "breakup". But i prefer Fiona than him, he is a moron who like to bully me.. kor kor?! Hakpui, cus of my bag that's why i call you that de, if not FAT HOPE!!!! :p

And i'd like to say thanks to Akl for helping me to buy that bag from FEP! ^^ I love you Akl, thanks aye, meet soon alright! :D

Guys guys guys.. Why must you guys always hurt those girls who love you deeply, those who don't want you to leave unless they really asked you to.. Why is it that the condition 'Ladies First" is not applied on this situations?

What's wrong.... I do miss my ex, i really miss him alot. I cannot forget him, i don't know why. Fuck, just let him stay in my memories i guess, nobody can really take over him i reckon....

Im done. So sad nao. :(