I miss you terribly.

Okay hello readers. Im here to blog about today like duh. Woke up at 7.19am, bath, make up-ed, went out. Rush for the lrt cause i am late already. Reached Bukit Panjang, walked in my fastest speed, managed to board the 8am 961! *Phew* lol

Board already, there's this one fat auntie pushed me! Fuck fat ladies. And she wanted to sit but hahaha there's this uncle sat on it, i wanted to laugh but can't uh, must maintain, hahaha! But i hate her stomach and her buttock sia. Keep pushing me, i feel like using a needle and poke it till it burst sia! Then she end up sitting beside me, urgh. -.-

And there's this 1 fat lady, muke mcm nk sepak! She was chewing on bubble gum and she mcm nk action by blowing the bubble and there will be a sound like "pop". And everyone will look at her. So when i heard that, i looked at her, and muke die satsat siol! Wtf, bubblegum only, muke takya satsat perh.... Stupid fatso. -.- LOL.

Okok, i better stop being so mean towards fat ladies, cause i don't wanna be fat. I am trying to slim down, my aim is to be standing at 165am, 50kg. LOL. I think i cannot make it, im only 160 and 55kg -.- Cb, gemok siaa :-( Shall start skipping meals!

So had lunch at Central ; some korean resturant. Decided to try to transfer company as i don't like my current company's boss, nk abuse rights to ask about our privacy life. He even said that i was late for work cause i meet boyfriend, padehal i single and when he said that i was like "Cb. I know la, i single, don't need to say that to hurt me kan? Ccb..." From that day onwards, i seriously hate him like one bloody fuck.... _1_

So anyway, i called Viv to help me by asking her boss whether can i join her company, her boss asked to go for interview!! Haha so happy!! Insyallah i get hired and hooray! I can transfer company!!!! :D :D

Didn't did much work, was busying seperating invoices, and picking up calls on behalf of Venu :P So lemme tell you all this, confirm you all laugh (ok la, if you guys know how i talk in real life la eh, lol)

Me: Hello, Mircobits.
Customer: Hello, may i speak to Annie?
Me: Annie is not in the office.
Customer: Oh how about Frediezel?
Me: Yes she is, takecare. (suppose to say hold on)
Customer: Ok.
Me: *think back* Eh nono, i mean hold on *laughing*
Customer: Oh ok. *laugh*

Then i transfered the call already, i laugh and laugh, the whole department that im working at was like laughing and everyone was looking at us, wtf sia, paisey sia. lol!! Okay i admit, i wasn't concentrating :/

End work at 6pm, took 961. Reach Bp, took Lrt, walk home. Reach home, bath online. There's this one angmoh eh, name die Ziggy. He started to chat with me on fb.. And this is how it goes..

Ziggy: Have you ever had sex?
Me: NO!
Ziggy: Are you saving it?
Me: Err? Idk? (Seriously, i am speechless...)
*close convo*

He is kinda scary, firstly he said he wanna fly to Singapore and look for me. And he said he want me to be his girlfriend. Thirdly, he said he want me to kiss me. NOW HE ASK ABOUT MY VIRGINITY. Cb, what's next dude?... Urgh, i feel so bloody disgusted. :S

I can't make myself to concentrate on my work today.
I can't make myself to stop thinking about it.
I can't make myself to be happy cause i am not happy enough to be.
I can't make myself to be sad cause i am not sad enough to be.
I started to realize.. I am such a fool, i don't know what to do..

Hopes crashed, i am moving on.

Yes i read your blog, so you are trying to say i am not understanding enough? Great, thanks. If i am not understanding enough, i won't forgive you over the Johnny thing. You actually used vulgarities on your blog, i perangai mcm dog abis?

Okay now i know lah hor, people do fucking change, you said i changed into a better person while you are not. I wasn't convinced, but now i am absolutely convinced. I am changed into a better person to not get angry so easily. How about you? You are indeed changed, you actually used vulgarities on me, how the heck do i know you need time alone?

Nevermind, try you? Eh nabeh, you should try me lah hor, pcb. I rarely get so angry ever since i changed. Fuck you, you think you very daisai by posting? Pcb, you see, you go and find another sister that will be like me, you go and find. I guarantee you cannot find another one like me. Just you see lah, ask me to try you? Fuck off and get a life.

If you wanna kao my jiaowei to anyone, go ahead, i won't stop you. Go and tell everyone how weak am i in my love life, go and tell everyone how am i like. I won't fucking stop you, i only said i was disappointed, tak ya post mcm gini peh, you remember this day, sisters? NO MORE. YOU SEE THIS. NO MORE SISTERSHIP BETWEEN US.

*I rarely get so angry, and i am seriously fucked up, i guess this anger won't be fading.