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Okay hi. I am currently feeling down like again. Wondering when will all these sadness go away from me. I hate the feeling of being sad... >:(

So i woke up at 7.41am, yes i am late already, i should be out at by 7.30am. So i chiong to the bathroom, bath for 5 minutes (the fastest ever lol) I went out at 7.55am. And today i never put make up then go out already, ugly to the max lol. What a great way to start the week. -,-"

Took Lrt, then 961. Fucking 961 take so long to come! I was gettin more and more impatient, wanted to flag for a cab and just go for work! But when i wanted to, 961 appeared, sibeh angry x_x"

Board already, got 2 fucking fat lady squeezed me, nabeh. I feel like pushing them, well i tried and guess what?!!! I FAILED! Fuck fat ladies, cb! I hate fat ladies, and i swear i don't want to be 50kg and above! _1_ So there's once i jeleng at one of the fat lady, then she stare at me siol, then she wanted to sit down at 1 empty seat, and guess what? I sat on it before she does! Nyahahahah! I know i am mean but yknow, i hate being squeezed and pushed around. -.-

It took 45 minutes for me to reach E-centre, where my office is located at. Went up to office, again i was the last girl to reach. Lmao~ On my computer, did my usual stuffs ya da ya da~ Lunch time, ate canteen's food again, awful. Lol, went up to office, slept. Then Hooiyee woke me up. Chatted with her & Mylen.

Then went back to my place at 1.15pm. Nothing to do at all, damn boring. Played with Selvie's iTouch again lol. Till 5.45pm, returned her, transfer stuffs from my W959 to E71. Deleted alot of photos, well i felt like crying when i was deleting, because every picture remind me of different scenario. Sucks..

6pm!! Out of office building with Venu, Yingnan & Selvie! :D Went seperate ways, took 961 with Frediezel & Linn. Both of them alighted earlier than me. I alighted at Bpp. Took Lrt to Pending and walk home afterwards. Saw Shehnaz & Amira at Bp's platform before boarding train, i even asked Amira whether is there Drama, and she said "Its march holiday." I was like "Oh ya!!!" Lol dumb me. x_x

Home, bath. Online. Skipped dinner again, yay can slim down! I only ate lunch today lol~

Tomorrow is tuesday, damn fuck -.- Bet with Viv that 8.30am must reach bustop, if late, must belanje KFC meal! I've waited for her last week for 45 minutes, i don't mind waiting tomorrow anyway. ^^v

I hope tomorrow will be a better tuesday, seriously.
Every tuesday is the day when i will always be sad.
Tuesday is the day when i know i have never moved on.
Tomorrow is tuesday, fuck.

I miss A :-(