The broken pieces makes me useless.

So this is nothing but a emotional post, once again, i failed to smile to end off the day. Tomorrow is 15th and what i get was "u wait long2 sudah". H.u.r.t.s. t.o. t.h.e.m.a.x seriously.

Faced the moment of truth just now, was very ugly at first, but the ending part was beautiful. Although it's ugly on the outside, i hope the beauty inside stays. So yes, i changed. Im sorry and i really don't mean it.

Thanks to you, i changed to a new me letting people thinking im changed.
Thanks to you, i knew that you prefer the old me.
Thanks to you, my heart, our memories, i am changed, my attitude is changing, and i hate it.
Thanks to you, you were the first person to tell me that i've changed.

I went through alot with that player and caused my attitude to be like that, i became very sacarstic, very malas-nk-pujok-orang, very not-so-open-to-people. Thanks alot ah dude, i will remember for everything you did.

I want the old me, i mean the girl who can control her attitude and care for people, not like now. You told me to wait long2 sudah, i was hurt when i saw that, but i will take note of your message to me, i will change and i will hope for the best outcome that i can ever had.

I am deeply hurt, deeply upset. Now i seek for everyone's forgiveness, i don't mean to be like this, can't blame anyone, not even the player, blame for my weakness.

Lastly, im working tomorrow, and im invited to Venu's wedding!! Yay, but need to dance x.x
Just my luck, boooooo. But im just gonna have fun and forget all my unhappy stuffs.

Wish me luck darlings, and my tagbox is back!!! Tag aku eh!