I try to be perfect, but i always failed.

Okay, i've created this blog for no reason as i closed my previous blog. As for now, this blog is a secret between me and Fana. The reason why is that i wanna type out everything so as to make me feel much better.

So last night, all i can say was great. I've talked it out with Hazmi and to my relief, he wasn't attached at all or i can say yet. But still, i feel very happy to know he is still single. Last night Ayun texted me, apologizing to me and admited his mistakes, i was happy but sad at the same time.

I've already let go this relationship and i didn't thought that he will ask for forgiveness, that's what im happy about, but what hurts is that he sounds very emo. I hope he will regain his happy smiles once again. Cause he don't sound himself.

So people have been asking am i okay, in actual fact, i am not getting any better, when im bored, i think of Ayun. I know its very silly, i don't wish to.

I hate this, *shrugs.