Unrequested heartbreaking news.

Hi everyone. Today i went to work late, i sat dad's car, and they drove me to work as its raining heavily, reached workplace around 9.33am. Earpiece is still attached to my ear, the song that Fadhila send me last night was on repeat mode.

So didn't do much work, found the keychain that i use to hang it on my handphone. It's a very special keychain to me and i treat it as my treasure. So today me, Selvie & Yingnan ate the new egg roll from out pantry room. And we're addicted to it and eating that makes me happy! Haha!

Had lunch with Venu & Slevie. And they asked how am i going to spend my Valentine's day. Haha, how cute. They thought i will go pa-tor or something, rofl. But i told them that i'll be more focus on CNY instead, bahaha!

Around 5+, bosses left the office. So i went online, chatted with Fadhila. Then Someone chatted with me. Not everything will be like what you want, all you can do is to just, feign ignorance. I do admit i cries for you every now and then when i misses you. But that doesn't mean you have to feel sad about it, if you don't admit the fact that you know i will cry, you won't feel sad. Please, seek my advice, do stuffs that makes you happy, like... Soccer matches, your favourite.

Im sad, its enough. I don't want you to be sad because of me..
Moving on, its hard. If i can, i will do it on the 5th november 2009 itself..

So skip that part, i went to bustop straight, took the 1st 961, fucking fat lady fucking pushed me for 1 empty seat. Nabeh, you sucker. I hope you will fall/sit on shits. So while walking to bustop, nearly got bang like again. My fault, cause i wasn't looking left & right, i just walk. Lucky never bang me, if not...... You'll see me in hospital. Lmao... Okay not funny..

So i _ _ ied on the bus, damn silly. And i fell asleep till Fahmi texted me. And i can't sleep back already, damn! So i alighted at the same stop, wanted to walk home but too tired. So train back.

Home, bath, online. Fadhila managed to make me smile like i did during this afternoon, and i guess. Its gonna take months for my real smile to be back.. I shall not blame you, i will take all the blame, its all my fault. When im sad, i won't be showing out, cause when i does, i don't get what i want, instead i got negatives comments.

So yeah, from today onwards, i will keep it to myself only, Its the safest yet most painful way, takpe, da biase.

Emo & sad post, damn. I hate emo periods...... Fuck!